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Today Maths module, I have learnt something for the 1st time! It's about differentiation. When the facilitator gave me question, I able to answer it. Just substitute the numbers. I wish every lesson will be easy for me to understand.
Did Entrepreneurship project with my team members. As usual one is not cooperating. And I listen to my friend's complaints all the way to Yishun. Poor her, she's even took off for her work just to do this project, not getting salary, sick sumore. Bt she willing to stay for proj.
Then what abt the other one? She's got car and she brings excuses that her mum didn't allow her to drive at Yishun. I tink she's want to cut her fuel. Bt she's drive to Bugis to meet her frens later on! Oh, go out with friends and meet her fav artistes, can la? She can spend time with friends but not proj? WTH!
Went to Yishun to see the shop there that sell potatoes, the one that we'll be doing. So we tasted a few types. Hmm..as I was hungry, I felt that the food was quite nice but once I ate, I don't want to eat again coz dh muak. We didn't ate finished. But the price was quite affordable. The place is very small looks like a living room.
Have to sacrifice for my ez-link card fare for project. Really dissapointed with 1 of my team member. Thought I can tumpang in her car to go to Yishun as it was our proj work. She's shld be enjoying somewhere while we were doing our proj...
Went home with hubby from Yishun. He finished his work early and waited for me at platform. Share with him what has happened. Reached home at 8.30pm.
Now I have to do executive summary. We divided our work and compile tmrw.
Hubby also has work to do, doing a powerpoint.
AT LAST, I HV FULFILL MY CE POINTS. I was quite surprised to have 2 DA points for STB F1 Ambassador 2009. I didn't even participate in the event. Maybe the talk and the interview gets me 2 DA points? Hmm..I wonder how many points altogether when participate in the event? Later ask my friend who participate if I saw her in school.
The Meaning
To love is to share life together
to build special plans just for two
to work side by side
and then smile with pride
as one by one, dreams all come true.
To love is to help and encourage
with smiles and sincere words of praise
to take time to share
to listen and care
in tender, affectionate ways.
To love is to have someone special
one who you can always depend
to be there through the years
sharing laughter and tears
as a partner, a lover, a friend.
To love is to make special memories
of moments you love to recall
of all the good things
that sharing life brings
love is the greatest of all.
I've learned the full meaning
of sharing and caring
and having my dreams all come true;
I've learned the full meaning
of being in love
by being and loving with you.
Thought I'll just stayed at home during Hari Raya Haji ystd as my family usually didn't went out during the occasion. But I received a call from hubby saying that his mum invited me over to his house. I ate lontong with the usual side dishes when served during Hari Raya. There's also kuih. I ate the chocolate chip. His mum made it. Nice!
I stayed there around 3 hours. Then hubby and I went to watch movie at Lot 1. It's been a while we haven't watch movies together. Hubby wanted to watch Ninja Assasin but it started at 7pm which was quite late for me. So we watched Twilight New Moon at 5.45pm.
I've been wanting to watch it. Hubby wanted to give me a surprise. I didn't know that the movie has come out.
It was a romantic movie. Hubby thought he'll sleep in the movie like what he did when he watched the 1st movie of Twilight from the net. He said Part 2 is much better as there was action being put in.
While waiting for the movie to start, we ate ice-cream. I ate snowflakes choc ice-cream while he ate waffle with cinnamon ice-cream. To me the cinnamon is not nice.
Reached home at around 8.30pm.
Dating with my ITE friends ystd, Azimah and Atikah. It'll be more fun if Faridah and Saza join us. We went to Changi Airport, ate there with a 'great scenery'. Haha!
Chit-chat update our own life. As usual we'll always laugh. Went home by bus.
Nearly left my laptop on the chair. Didn't realise coz the colour of the chair and my laptop casing have the same colour so it camouflage. Luckily, I remember as I felt there was smthg missing and when I turned around, there it was on the chair.
Phew! What a close one..
Reached home and quickly do my RJ. Write a short one as I have no idea what to write.
Not much going on today. Wear formal to school today for Entrepreneurship module. Today is networking lesson so we exchanging "business cards" with the other classes to introduce our company. Act like a professional business man/woman.
Week 14 we have to set up a business stall and sell what we plan. So it's quite tough thinking of all the business plan. Have to submit executive summary next week. Haizz..Project has started.
Went to lecture theatre at 2nd meeting. Discuss the worksheet there with the other 4 classes after exchanging 'cards'.
Next week, we also have to wear formal. I don't have much for formal clothes..
Just checked my points for CE activity and I have 41 points alrd. But I need 2 more DA points and my CE activity is fulfill. There's Jurong Bird Park volunteer, they haven't upload the points so I think after that fulfill alrd.
Wow, before 1 year I have completed my CE activity. Thanks to my activeness. So I can relax after that. If there's exciting activity, maybe I consider of joining. Give a thought alrd about joining Malay Dance IG in my 2nd year. I don't want to join any IG. Everyday went home late. Tiring. Bknnye I continue my studies to University pon.
Niwaes looking forward to go out dating with my Girlfriends tmrw. Miss them a lots..But it'll be better if the other 2 persons follow so we are complete.
Going to drink plenty of water so I can talk non-stop tmrw. Haha!
I'VE FOUND MY RING BACK. YEAH!!! I'M SO HAPPY AND GLAD TO HEAR THE NEWS FROM MY SIS YSTD.
I'm feeling quite down after get scolding from my parents ystd before I went out to hubby's sis house. I don't know what happen at home while I'm outside.
Received message from my sis at ard 7.30pm saying that gd news awaits me when I reached home. Really hope the ring has been found and yes it is. My sis thought of surprising me when I reached home but my dad told her to tell me as he knew that I'm feeling down.
My sis found it inside one of my sch bag pocket. Hmm..I don't rmbr putting it inside..When did it go there? I'm certain it's in my house. Luckily not lost outside the house. The ring is so halus. Quite tough to find it if it's lost.
Niwaes, I'm glad that I've my ring back. My dad thought I sold it to pawnshop. How can I right. It means me a lot. I'll not do such thing.
My mum kept the ring for me afraid that I lost it again. She does not allow me to wear to school anymore. I'm not sure when can I wear it.
Yesterday, Saturday, went to hubby's sister house at Pasir Ris. She has kenduri for her son cukur rambut. Quite far huh but it's ok as long there's free transport. Hehe. She invited my family and I but my dad worked so my parents unable to come. So I went with hubby. His bro-in-law fetched me using hubby's dad car. 1st time I saw the car that hubby has talked abt. He'll take over that car after he gets his driving license.
Wow! I'm impressed.
Ate nasi minyak with the side dishes. Also there were fruit cocktail, curry puff and bubur kacang. His sister's house is nice, beautifully decorated.
The 3rd above photo is her son. The 1st two photos is hubby's sis-in-law son. Both cute right? Get to touch and kiss them.
Hubby and I went home by train as his bro-in-law went out already. So we can't tumpang the car as hubby don't know where he is. He said that he should went out jalan2 with hubby's brother. So no free transport.
Reached home at 10pm. Otw home, he have told me something that making me jealous. Although it's a history, still I'm feeling jealous.
Didn't update for the past two days as I was tired and sleepy by the time I reached home. Now I'll update what's going on for the past 2 days.
On last Friday, after I attend the appreciation dinner for Jurong Bird Park volunteers in school, I rushed back to home to attend my brother kindergarten graduation ceremony. I put my bag at home first then rushed to CCK CC hoping that I did not miss my brother receiving the certificate.
And ya, when I reached, the next two classes will be my brother's class. He looked cute standing up the stage and received the cert. Chubby and big-sized among his friends.
Watched concert while eating fries and burgers from Mac. Finished at 9pm and walked home.
Ceh, he'll be in pri 1 next year. Grown-up child alrd. Hope he'll lose some weight in pri school.
When I'm with you,
eternity is a step away,
my love continues to grow,
with each passing day.
This treasure of love,
I cherish within my soul,
how much I love you...
you'll never really know.
You bring a joy to my heart,
I've never felt before,
with each touch of your hand,
I love you more and more.
Whenever we say goodbye,
whenever we part,
know I hold you dearly,
deep inside my heart.[This part is what I always feel when we want to go home. Feel of berat hati to part from u]
So these seven words,
I pray you hold true,
"Forever And Always,
I Will Love You."
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If I could have just one wish,
I would wish to wake up everyday
to the sound of your breath on my neck,
the warmth of your lips on my cheek,
the touch of your fingers on my skin,
and the feel of your heart beating with mine...
Knowing that I could never find that feeling
with anyone other than you.
Love is like a mustard seed;
planted by God
and watered by men.
There is only one happiness in life,
to love and be loved.
AND THAT'S WHAT MAKE ME HAPPY NOW. I LOVE U FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART.
Labels: get well soon, Hidayu
My classmates disturbed me again by usik2 thinking that I got a date wearing nice outfit today to school. One of my friend asked why am I wearing so girly today. That means am I wearing like a tomboy before this? My sister said maybe what my friend meant as girly is sexy. I just wear what I feel like wearing for each day je, just random picked any clothes.
Quite boring in school coz Hidayu not in school. She should be sick and rest at home. After sch, meet my sister at Woodlands. Thought of watching movie together but we both didn't bring enough money as it was a last minute plan. So we just walked around in the shopping centre while chit-chatting.
Just saw my UT grade for Cognitive. Just what I expected because that time I didn't do finish and just submit the answer as I was urgent to go to toilet. HAIZZ...
Received letter for poor attendance to school. Thought it combines with last semester attendance but only this semester. I have not come for 3 classes, and they sent me letter alrd. Like, wth, I thought not coming to sch many times then received letter. AND what's more I have MC for that 2 days and still they said I have poor attendance. ???!!! They approved my MC somemore. ???!!!!
BTW, encounter this with Hidayu just now. I tell you we felt traumatised alrd taking the stairs.
We had our stress session today. While waiting at 5pm, we went down the stairs to W4 canteen. Ate waffle ice-cream there. We took stairs too to go up to 4th storey since it's only 1 level above.
SUDDENLY...when we opened the door, the doors on both sides closed by itself with the alarm sound. It sounded like the siren where the Civil Defence force played during Total Defence Day.
Was so panicked and scared. Hidayu and I quickly rushed to the door to get out. I was scared the door will locked and will be trap inside. As I rushed, I looked behind so Hidayu will be closed aside with me. I was afraid the door will automatic be locked before her and she will be left behind. Seeing how panic she was and me too.
A lot of things was in my mind when that incident happened. Will we be alright, will we be trapped inside, is it our fault that the alarm suddenly sounds?
My heart was still beating fast due to panic after the alarm was over. It happened during we took the stairs pulak tu. Wrong timing la..
Then we heard announcement saying that 'it was a false alarm, sorry for the inconvenience.' Inconvenience?? Was very panic ar seeing the doors suddenly closed with the alarm sound.
Hidayu and I thought of the same thing too. We thought that the announcement will said the alarm sounds due to someone open the door and that was us. It's bcoz as we opened the door, the alarm sounds.
We straight away don't want to take the stairs alrd and took the lift. The lift was also not working when the alarm sounds.
In the end, we laughed when think about it. What a day..
Overall test 1...hmm..Pray hard I'll not fail..Haizz..All the way in the bus, think about it.
The sky now was dark pink in colour. Weather nowadays have been the same, changing- morning hot, in the afternoon it'll rain and cold till stops at night. Tmrw I guess will be the same too? That's why people are falling sick.
In my class just now, my friends kept sneezing and having flu already. Oh no, hope it'll not spread to me. I have just recovered. Went home ate my antibiotic hoping it'll help prevent me from the virus.
On my way back home, heard someone called my name. Thought people disturbing me that's why I ignore at 1st. But it's my name I'm hearing. Thought which mat that called me rupanye my sec sch friend. Quite surprised he said hi to me. I also recognised the one besides him but I feel he's quite arrogant. Bcoz we used to saw each other but he didn't even smiled at me. Maybe it's bcoz we are not that familiar with each other.
Having a bad stomach cramp now. Very painful. It affects my day, my diet, my lesson, my mood but hope it doesn't affect my test in an hour's time. Bought pink pill to relieve my cramp. Get frequent pain now every month compared when I was in sec sch.
Affect my mood till when this Indian person terlanggar me, my face was like not happy because I'm enduring the cramp. Then I heard if I'm not wrong, "Sial la the face." SORRY LA! Whatever. Hit me at the wrong time.
Remind me of my tutor when I was Sec 5. That time I don't have my cramp that often. She said usually when now you don't feel cramp, later when your age increase, you will feel frequent cramp. And that's happen to me now.
Search in the net on how to reduce menstrual cramp. They said reduce consumption of salt, sugar and caffeine. Oops, I just ate french fries which contain salt. Increase intake of calcium-rich foods. Saying of that, I'll buy soya bean now.
Wish me luck for my Accounting test later!
It has been a long time I didn't watch TV. Ystd I watched this nice Hindi movie at Vasantham central. It's called Rock On. Very touching till I cried.
It's about a group of friends who used to be in band, Magik, 20 years ago but they broke up due to personal reasons. When they reunited, they wanted to make music and perform on stage. The sad part is one of their fren having a brain tumour insist on performing on stage before he close his eyes ignoring the operation that he shld undergoes.
Like this song, Tum Ho Toh. Search for the lyrics in the net.
Link below is the song. You can listen to it. The lyrics attracted me.
http://www.bollyfm.net/bollyfm/mid/1369/tid/7631/song.html
OR
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d2q99bnACbo&feature=related
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xCA28rsoi7M&NR=1
(In the video, one of the band member didn't come coz his wife dun allow him to go back to his band but in the end, he still go and join his frens on stage)
Translated Lyrics
When You Are There My Heart Sings
If You Are Not There Then There Is No Song
If You Are There Then It Feels Like I Have Everything
If You Are Not Here Then There Is Nothing Here
If You Are With Me This Atmosphere Looks Like Dream
When You Are There Then I Feel That
That I Have Got Every Happiness
When You Are Not With Me Then I Feel That
That There Is Something Missing In Every Happiness
This Life Wants You
When You Are Here Then There Is A Way
If You Are Not Here Then There Is No Way
When You Are Here Then Everything Is Here
If You Are Not Here Then There Is Nobody Here
When You Are With Me This World Is Kind To Me At Every Moment
When You Are Here Then There Is Color Of Love In Wind
If You Are Not Here Then There No Passion And Joy
When I Got You I Have Got The Life
Above photos were taken ystd at Tan Tock Seng hospital. Hubby bought ice-cream after ate pattaya rice. Besides him is his nephew. The other photo is his sister in black scarf with his mum besides her.
Maths test just now. As usual struggling and leave blank on some questions. Didn't manage to do most questions coz dunno how to do. My friend just put any random number as ans, play with numbers.
Actually it's easy when I understand. Didn't revise that's why I kept referring to the 6P. There'll be test again after school holiday, UT 2. Haizz..so fast..
Sleepy..Going to do RJ tmrw morning as the deadline is until tmrw noon. Best right? Can have a nice and long sleep. Dun be jealous..Nite2!
We had a tiff with each other ytsd. When he's ok, I'm not ok. But when I'm ok, he pulak yg tk ok. In the end, our tiff didn't end till today after we cool down. Usually sleep will help to relax rite? So this morning, I said sorry and asked hubby if we want to take train together.
And ya, we took train together. He's otw to Somerset while I to Wlds. We forgive each other and try to forget what happened ystd.
I don't wish to prolong our quarrel. I LOVE U HUBBY..
BTW, the girl that he looked ystd was actually his fren's gf. He said he wanted to say hi to her but that time we were arguing so he don't want to make the issue makin teruk lagi. Coz if he says hi, and I who dunno anything will feel jealous and angry lagi seeing hubby say hi to a girl.
So ya, it explain why he kept looking at that girl. BUT tkyalah tgk2 mcm btol2 nah nk say hi to her. Apa2 pun I still feel jealous although she's his fren's gf! Coz the way hubby look at her making me jealous. Bluek!
Not happy = no mood.
Having a happy normal day to moody day.
Caught hubby see this pretty girl in mrt a few times but I just kept quiet. Feeling so inferior when there is pretty girl(cn consider as minah) look far more better. I'm just an ordinary next door girl. She's got the height, body and look. Sape tk tgk kan? Haizz.....It adds to my moody.
Feeling tk tenang and mix feelings of annoy, fed-up, sad, dissapointed. Pull a long face all the way till reach my house.
Feeling a bit better after took a bath and pray.
Niwaes, went to visit hubby's dad in hospital. He suffer from heart attack ystd night but now he's fine. Alhamdulilah.
I went off from class during 2nd break at 11.30am. Consider partial. If I know that hubby is not rushing to go hospital, I can do presentation 1st and ask faci's permission to go off early at abt 2pm. Quite regret ar. Coz I have been not attending Cognitive lesson for 2 days(1 in each week). I afraid it might affect my overall grade.
Rupanye, by the time I reached his house, I saw he and his sister & family haven't get ready yet. La..I thought they dh siap and waiting for me that's why I rushed to their house.
Feels hurt when we are not connected. Lack of love and not spent much time together even though we met.
Today marketing is just a drag. This faci is always has a lot to say just like Entrepreneurship(Entre) faci but now past few weeks, Entre faci finished lesson quite early. Just now finished class at 4pm which was 1/2 an hour late. Not so concentrate during her 6P..So sleepy.
Then waited for Hidayu to finish her test at 5.15pm to go home together.
I left 2 tests, Maths and Accounting on Friday and next Monday respectively.
Weekends is just around the corner. I just feel that the last weekends has just only passed. And now going near to weekends.
Very fast huh? Don't you feel it too? My friends feel time pass by very quickly. One of my fren said 'u blink ur eye, u old alrd, then blink blink again inside the coffin'.
Yup yup, so fast..and now I'm scared of growing old fast.
Just now, me and Hidayu went for sprinting session during 2nd break, 11.30am instead of 4.30pm since Hidayu has test. Do warm-up as we learnt our lesson from our last session where we encounter leg pain. Till Hidayu unable to come to school.
So ya, doing warm-up really help. After I sprint 3 times, I felt just a bit of pain at my thigh area and feet too. Only last for about 15 mins.
My shoulder as always feel the stiffness due to my heavy bag fill with laptop. Hope my migraine will not come again coz stiffness of neck has got to do with migraine as what in the net said.
Watching Singapore Idol now. Been not watching it for quite a while since school re-opens. So I watch it to see how the contestants are doing and who's not in the competition anymore.
Received call from Hubby just now. He have to work double shift till tmrw morning. So sad..Hubby will confirm feel very tired and sleepy. Hope he take good care of himself.
Got the Jurong Bird Park pictures from my fren in class. She brought her camera and took some photos there.
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