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Saturday, August 29, 2009

7:05 PM

Just learned to cook Mee Kuah and also Bubur kacang. It's quite easy. Last 2 days I juz learned to cook Mee Goreng. Today actually I helped my dad to cook fried rice before sahur, but I'm sleepy already so I sleep. I asked him whether he want to cook straight away but he said it's too early to cook. So at 2.30am, I went to sleep. But I managed to help him prepare by cutting onion 1st and clear the sink by washing the dishes.

This holiday, I get to learn to cook few dishes maklumlah becoming a hehem..soon. Must at least know hw to cook. Before break fast, my mum told me to give Bubur kacang to our neighbour and they returned back with Lontong. Wow, dat's fast, didn't expect them to return at the same day n within a few mins. The Lontong was yummy n quite spicy but I like..

As I was typing, in my head now I think abt him. He had a bad day today. Poor him..He has lost his mobile phone in a taxi in the afternoon when he went to werk. The piss off part was he knocked on the taxi's window after he realised he left his hp, but the driver juz drove away.

He saw his hp on the seat. If I was him, I juz open the door and quickly take the hp. I wished I was at the location with him so I can help him. What a inconsiderate taxi driver. Geram pulak when I think of it. He called his hp and it ring once. But when he called again, he can't get thru. I tried to call too n I can't get thru.

Why the driver dun wan to pick up?? N why he chose to switch off the hp? Aiyo..I really hope he get his hp back. I have called LTA and one of the taxi company to report lost of hp.

I know he pissed off with diz. If I was him, I'll react the same way too. But juz to tell u, maybe it a test frm God lagi2 this Ramadan mth to see how u react. N also I'm sure a lesson to learnt, to be careful of our belonging.

I'm aware dat he has a lot to think n worried abt..I dunno how to help him..Juz pray dat he is able to face all dugaan dgn tenang n strong, and may God give him patience to live his life. Amin. I dun wan to add to his burden. I have give him enough problems already. I'm really sorry to cause all this. I hope he has strength to live his life thru.

Labels: feel i'm at fault

Thursday, August 27, 2009

5:15 AM

Sorry for not updating. Feel lazy to update, besides there's no story to talk to. I have finished my tests on Tuesday and now I'm enjoying the holiday at home. I have just eaten food for sahur.

During fasting month, I think it's better to stay at home as fasting usually feel tired and sleepy. This is the best time to do prayers. It also a great time to spend time with family. These past few days, I have eat sahur and break fast with my family. I had break fast with my beloved darling too on Monday.

I'm glad that my relationship with him is becoming better. I really hope it can lasts. I dun like to pick a fight with him as I always afraid for the worse. I really love him..I'm so foolish. I really regret..I wish I can turn back time..bt it's too late..It happened already. Now I just want to concentrate on our relationship. N also on my studies.

I realise I'm slacking. Everyday I think of my tests results. I'm really worried, I don't want to retake any modules..Although I done quite badly, still I don't want to retake the same modules that I have learned. It's quite boring to learn the same modules again and again.

Saturday, August 22, 2009

4:05 PM

I want to study but I dunno why I can't concentrate, I always think of playing games since the day when he introduce me to the website for games. There's a lot of games to choose from. I need someone to study with me so I'll feel motivated to study.

I have downloaded all the Maths practice qns, I think I do bit by bit after break fast. I think I'll struggle a lot for maths. Haizz..I afraid I can't do well..

Later after Asar today, I go out with him to take porridge from mosque, for a while only. Fasting month can't go out with him too frequent. Hope one day I can break fast with him.

Btw, Happy Fasting to all Muslim people..;)

Thursday, August 20, 2009

9:43 PM

There's a pimple juz below my lip. I dunno hw I get it, mayb I dun hv enough sleep, or eat too much oily food, or my pillow is dirty, or get it frm sumone. Oh my...It's sooo unsightly. I'm sure when ppl talk to me, the 1st thing that caught their eyes is my pimple..I dun hv a pimple gel to help heal my pimple. Looks like it will take a longer time to dissappear.

Been busy studying for my tests. Yesterday was my 1st test. It will end till nxt Tues. Den 5 wks holiday..Fasting month will be coming soon..Den we will be celebrating Hari Raya. Wow, I feel the time has passed by very quickly. Juz dat diz time I didn't get to celebrate with my late grandma who has juz passed away few mths ago.

I haven't study yet for Cognitive module. Mayb I'm going to take a nap 1st.

Tuesday, August 18, 2009

5:56 PM

At last I get to take picture wif my classmate. (Some didn't came) The days when they took pictures together was when I am not in school. Today, finally...Sad tau the previous pictures, i'm not inside. Today last lesson for Maths so we took picture wif our facilitator, Rahim(the one squatting beside me).

Today will be our last lesson together as tmrw, our tests will start. After dat will be 5wks holiday, then change class, meet new classmate. Like Rahim said, hope our next new class will be fun like our class n not 'dead'.

GONNA MISS W46J..

Monday, August 17, 2009

8:18 PM

Mit him n watch Orphan at CCK. Meanwhile, we sit ard in the library then went to bought food at Ananas Cafe n ate at the playground near his old hse. He saw his cat dat he take care when he live there. Wow, I tink the cat miss her owner..Coincidencely dat time when the cat came, Azmi was telling me the story where his cat died hit by a vehicle n buried it near the playground there. Seem like this other cat can smell her owner sitting nearby n came, haha. If I am nt wrong, he said he had 4 cats last time. Surprise it has been 2 years n the cat still there. Her name is Putih.

8:11 PM

Attend my sister's fren on her engagement day last Sat.

CONGRATS Liyana! And Happy Belated B'dae too.

Friday, August 14, 2009

10:08 PM

Gone trekking with him at Bukit Timah Nature Reserve. Early in the morning, I woke up getting ready to go trekking with him. Called him to wake him up.
Actually I don't like go trekking coz i don't like to perspire a lot, and somemore the weather is hot. But I juz give it a try. We took bus.

It was very tiring, there were many stairs to climb. And the surface was rocky, not stable so a lot of energy to put in. Took near to 2 hours to reached the summit. We took the long route there.

After trekking, we went to Bukit Timah Plaza and played Zombie game for ard 1 hour. At last we feel the air-con after a long hot weather outside.

Went home took bus to Tampines as he wan to go to Pasir Ris to meet his mum. What a long journey frm Bukit Timah to Tampines. We slept and rest all the way to Tamp enjoying the air-con.

Pictures below will describe more on our adventurous day.

From Pasir Ris, I went home alone coz he wan to visit his sis and may stay till at night. On my way home, he called n said his mum n sis went out so he wan to go home wif me. That time I was at City Hall already. He took taxi to CCK, mit me there to pass me side dishes(lauk) his mum cooked. Suppose to be his one bt he wan to give to me. Swit la u..I dunno abt it till he told me the truth. I tot it's true dat his mum wan to give the side dishes to me bt it's not. Aniwaes tks syg..Tk payah la susah2, lain kali uat lagi ye..Hees..Joking.

He send me home by taxi, wah damn expensive seh including the $4 peak hr. He took taxi all the way frm Pasir Ris juz to pass me the lauk by taxi sumore. U really make me feel bad tau. Bt u r swit la..U hv done a lot of sacrifices juz for me n I thank you u for dat..Tks darling. Love u.

I felt our relationship has been back to normal like we used to b. I'm glad abt it. I'll treasure n love u more syg.

9:42 PM

During National Day..at Marina Square rooftop near the foodcourt. Manage to get a place to hv a clear view of the fireworks n get to take pic clearly. I was stepping on the chair while taking the pic. Nt sure if the ppl behind me get to see the fireworks..oops, sorry.
Went at ard 10pm+. Hv a wonderful night wif him although the place was very packed n hv to squeeze in when we want to enter. Everybody was like pushing each other so I and he also pushing ppl in frnt of us.

I feel very short among the rest there n it was quite difficult to breathe. That's the disadv of being short. :( Azmi, dun laugh.

wow, look at the crowd waiting to c the fireworks

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

3:34 PM

Anybody wan a house at $3000?? I'm selling my house at $3,000. So damn cheap right??

Today, my class doing a skit. I didn't realise I juz say $3,000. It suppose to be $300,000. And one of my team member asked me 'huh,$3,000?' Then I realised the mistake n my classmate laughed. I also laughed at my own mistake. Fatimah, fatimah...

11:20 AM

10:21 AM

feeling stone......been in deep thoughts recently. sleepy..my thinking process is not here...my brain is dead..walk like a zombie not aware of the surroundings..people laugh, talk, i looked at them blankly..juz stared blankly..
pls come back brain..somebody slap me. come back soul, it's been flying restlessly

Monday, August 10, 2009

8:02 PM

Fill the relationship reservoir with simple things n they will help to fill that reservoir.
When’s there a lot of positive energy, and you’re storing it up, you’ll have the energy you need to get through when the relationship is under stress.

I will fill up the reservoir, Azmi, juz need a chance to let me fill it up..I promise u I will..

Labels: i'm really2 sorry

12:43 PM

I've received diz story frm my sch e-mail. These 2 students are frm Republic poly. I dunno what are the reasons this happened.

May their soul rest in peace.

Aug 8, 2009
Couple killed on rail track
By Irene Tham

TWO bodies were found near the KTM railway track in Upper Bukit Timah Road on Saturday morning.
The police received a call at 5.24am that a train had knocked down a couple at the track near Railway Mall.
The couple, believed to be a 19-year-old Chinese boy and a 20-year-old Chinese girl, were pronounced dead at 6.08am.
A Singapore Civil Defence Force spokesman said that the Chinese boy's left leg was amputated and he suffered an open head wound and multiple body fractures.
The girl, also Chinese, had multiple body fractures, and her right leg was nearly severed at the knee.
Ms Shahriza Embi, a Keretapi Tanah Melayu Berhad (KTMB) spokesman, said that an empty KTM train heading to Johor Bahru knocked down the couple. 'We had no idea how they got there.'
The morning shuttle between Johor Bahru and Singapore was cancelled. Four other train services were delayed for between one and two hours.
The couple, believed to be students from Republic Polytechnic, were apparently sitting on the track when the train came.
Police investigation into the unnatural death is ongoing. Witnesses can call 1800-255 0000.

Sunday, August 9, 2009

1:55 AM

1:19 AM

12:34 AM

He called me at 11pm+ n said dat he watched the movie, GI Joe at 12midnight. I really tot dat he'll b watching at night bt didn't tot it'll b 12am..I was surprised wen i heard dat. N also not wif his 1 fren bt a lot. They r watching together. Wow, surely best watching wif more frens, it'll b lively. I wished I were there too. He said all of his frens bring their gf together, except him. Bt luckily his 1 fren didn't bring his gf so syg will nt feel left out.

Now actually I'm waiting him to finish watching the movie n call me. Coz he miss me n wanted to talk to me. So I said I'll wait for him till the movie end. Swit tk? Hehe..Tmrw not schooling so I dun mind. I miss him too..I hope he'll rmbr to call me after enjoying the movie.

Labels: waiting...

Saturday, August 8, 2009

2:49 PM

Haizz...I really really want to go out wif him 2dae...want to spend more time wif him. bt too bad, my mum will surely dun allow me to go out. I wan to revise for my tests bt I'm feeling lazy n restless, in my mind I juz wan to go out wif him.

He said he going to watch GI Joe wif his fren todae. He hv 2 watch it w/o me coz I can't go out 2dae. Nvm, let him spend time wif his fren. I can't b selfish right, wanting him by myself only. He also has frens to spend time wif n work to do. I realise I'm being selfish. He has his own life too.

I'm hungry now..*Stomach growling* I'm going to c what's in the kitchen for lunch.

Lazy to study la...I tink I'm going to play games. Shh...hv to hide frm my mum, she tot dat I'm studying.

Labels: wan to go out wif him

Friday, August 7, 2009

8:21 PM

After sch, I mit him at amk. He want to watch GI Joe movie but the tickets r sold out, poor him..He wan to watch it since the last few days but dat day the time where we watch The Hangover, the GI Joe movie start late at 7pm. That's why we pick to watch The Hangover.

Then we decided to go Lot 1 n hv smthg to eat. I treat him as he has helped me to settle things on behalf of me. We suppose to mit at 4pm at wlds bt bcoz he need to settle things 1st, we mit at amk.

We ate at Siam kitchen(he chose to eat there). The price was "affordable" lor...include the GST and service tax somemore..Bt the food was nice. He kept adding the tobacco chilli although he said it's very hot. Weird..He enjoys the hot taste till I c him enduring the hotness.

Ya, I noe hw it feel to enjoy the hot taste coz I enjoy it too bt if it's too hot, I cannot take it..coz it's killing me..To me the spicyness is like smthg extra to add the taste to my food. If I didn't feel the spicyness, I'm not satisfied especially when eating Mee Soto, must add the chilli.

Our stomach were very full..*Burp*

I'm sure I hv gain weight coz these past few days, I've eaten a lot of chicken..Time to eat fish Fatimah...

His food, (sotong, prawn, meat, chicken), he ate it wif rice wif tobacco chilli n other chilli provided. I'm sure u will shocked wif the cost.

My food, dunno the name coz it's in Thailand.

Iced Bandung n Mango Freeze

Eh, syg, actualli we plan to go to mount faber right today? Bt b'coz smthg to settle, it's ok, it's better to settle 1st. Nxt time go k?

Thursday, August 6, 2009

3:31 PM

my mum confiscate my ring yesterday,

feeling something missing wen i'm not wearing the ring,

i keep touching my finger,

i feel restless.

Todae there was class gathering after lesson. My class order pizza and KFC. We watched Hangover which I've watched wif my dearie yesterday. A funny movie I would say.

I love my class- W46J..They are a good bunch of frens, can't fail to joke around making the class lively, ya..n most importantly I'm able to click with them..Hope my new class will be a gd one too..

I'll surely miss W46J class..I'll rmbr each 1 of u. *HUGS* everyone. Nxt wk will b our last week together. After that, we sit for our tests n finally sch holiday.

Has n MJ

Tuesday, August 4, 2009

8:17 PM

Poor Hidayu..she has a high fever after she caught flu yesterday. 3 days mc..so I'll be lonely..bt it's ok, I still hv Sha n Has to keep me company=) right gals?

Get well soon Hidayu. Take lots of rest n drink lots of plenty water.
Take gd care of urself k. Looks like I'm alone in attending the health screening tmrw.

Today lesson Enterprise quite boring, nt quite, very boring..make me want to sleep. Honest saying, sometimes I dun understand the facilitator talks. Her words are mostly not so well pronounced n I'm having difficulty understand she talks. Her tone of voice also bored me, flat tone..

Yesterday, I sent him to work. After sch, I bought Nasi Ayam for his lunch n sent to his workplace. Sori the chilli was too hot, I didn't noe dat it'll be very hot. I put 2 scoops of chilli nt 2 spoonful. So sori syg...Bt u manage to finish all the chilli. Y la u dun wan to put aside the chilli? It's very hot bt u chose to still ate it. Ish3...end up his lip turns very red like wearing lipstick..Haha! Kecian dier..I didn't mean to kenakan u k..Haha.

6:49 PM

On last Sunday..
While waiting 4 them to come on last Sunday, diz is wat I do...