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Didn't came to sch again todae. I didn't came on Mon too, maths module somemore..haizz..i can't afford to miss maths module bt got smthg urgent to settle on mon. Den todae, I try to make up 4 wat I've done to him. We decided to spend time 2gether. He came to werk late.
Actually, in the 1st place he fetch me by taking taxi to send me to sch. Den in the taxi otw to my sch, we discuss n decided to spend time 2gether 2dae. Kind of last min decision bt I'm having a great time wif him.
It has been a great day with him 2dae although there r times dat he throw his anger to me. Tanx 4 accepting me back, giving me chance again n put trust on me. 2dae I feel our love is back like normal which we used to b. I'm really grateful for having u as my bf. U such a loving person, all the qualities dat I look for in a guy, u alrd hv them. Feel really lucky to hv u, it is consider the best gift in my life.
A millions tanx syg..Wish wat we hv plan come true, Amin.
Atikah, if u read diz, I really like to say tanx to u. Tks Atikah for introducing him to me. =) He's such a gd guy.
Labels: love u a lotsTo dat special sum1 whom I love a lot n always make my day:
I'm realli sorry wat hv happen so far. Tks 4 still standing besides me. U r my true love. No one n no money/things dat cn replace ur true love 2wards me. Tks 4 taking care n really concern abt me. U hv open up my eyes widely dat u really r the 1 for me. U hv made a lot of sacrifices for me w/o thinking any other else, u juz think abt me wen smthg going wrong. It really breaks my heart wen u told me dat u hv hurt ur ankle n foot. Bt ur heart is more broken compared to me. I noe dat. Syg, I promise(diz time really2 promise) I'll nt repeated the same mistake again ever.
I'll focus on my studies nw n no more activities after sch k. I'll join IG on my 2nd yr n attend any CE activities/talk for pts.
Once again frm my bottom of my heart, i'm truly sorry..i noe action speaks louder than words bt diz note is 4 u to read n diz is in my mind. I juz wan 2 express my feelings 2wards u coz i hv done u wrong, a big mistake.
Tks again 4 everything. Waiting 4 dat dae.. *wink wink*
it has been a while dat i last blog in. got smthg urgent matter to settle. my last entry was on thurs..as usual, i check my sch e-mail n do Reflection Journal(RJ) after diz..I came Ignite on fri n ya, the atmosphere there was awesome bt i hate wen audience started to throw things n push. They think it is fun bt nt to me...mepek sak..wat if they get hurt? N i kena the lightstick alrd on my head. sum1 throw up in the air n i end up kena hit by dat lightstick. pain u noe..if i noe i'll throw back at dat person, nt his head bt his face, serve him right!here are some of the photos I've taken at there. I c dat A Vacant Affair band is a popular band coz many of the audience seems like that band.
Labels: it'll b a long day 4 me tmrw..
IGNITE is tmrw! yeah! looking 4ward 4 the noise n the environment there. confirm will b very crowded n kecoh..wif the guitars, drums sound n ppl sing together.
it's a music festival, like gig bt wif a gd cause. it's for charity. there's a few carnivals n wat u bought there will b donated to charity.
I'm in charge a few booths there. my job is to check the organisations r ok, whatever prob they hv 2 report to me den i'll tell the one who is the leader dat give me instructions. her name is Ms Kavitha.
although it seems easy work for me, I have to make sure all runs smoothly. coz there'll b outsiders too. n the place will be pack for sure.
looking forward to enjoy the nite n release my stress.
wish he cn cm along..i ask my sis along. mayb she's coming down on tmrw fri.
Labels: spending quite a lot 2daegoing shopping 2dae wif my sis at Bugis after sch. i love diz red tube dress dat i'm bought there. wen i c it, i quickly grab it n try it on..the dress is quite tight as it follow the body shape. I bought it wif a shawl..fuuh..i cn imagine hw i look like wif that..gonna wear it on special occasion..
pss..Hidayu>>juz nw wen i eat hotdog bread, i suddenly rmbr dat dae n i giggle to myself...hehe..
haven't had a gd laugh since i enter poly. bt 2dae i juz did till my eyes r watery n my stomach cramp. tks to hidayu..didn't tot the webcam cn b funny also, its all bcoz of my cam lagging. hahax..
Labels: thinking of him
BOO!! I still rmbr diz song dat i publish here. Know diz song frm him. =) i'm nt sick of hearing it. U really r my unintended;) Love u! Yest, I sleep late juz to figure out to convert diz video bt still fail. so i msg my fren n ask for the website to convert video. n here it is.. I wanted to publish diz post to show him dat i love u..u noe who u r.. *wink wink*
:(( I didn't get to c my classmate wearing formal wear 2dae..wen i view my frens' pic frm facebook, i wish i in the pic too..i'm sure they enjoy 2dae. frm yest, i hv plan wat to wear for today class bt my plan has failed..nvm..impt is my health rite? i tink i hv sleep more than 8 hrs 2dae. hahax..n most impt, no migraine anymore..
y ar recently i gt migraine? it always attacking me. 2dae i didn't come to sch coz wen i woke up in the morning, my head started to feel pain. so i tink twice whether to come to sch.
poor hidayu..she text me to go to sch wif her bt i didn't reply coz my hp was off. sori hidayu..wen i sleep, i usually off my hp.
n tks too for helping me out wif the blog.
i need to finish up wif my proposal, haven't done yet.
Labels: one happy kid;)
watch movie, Harry Porter at Orchard wif him 2dae after sch, sooooo happy get to mit him..SUPER DUPER HAPPY..imagine la we didn't mit for 2 wks..coz he been bz wif werk..i didn't attend to my dance practice juz bcoz i wan to mit him. miss him realli badly.i haven't yet done my RJ..oh my..need to b quick. also i need to do my proposal for Communication..seems i hv to sleep late 2nite..till here..
Labels: i hope he b oki dunno wats wrong wif him 2dae..he seems to throw all his tantrums to me till i feel hurt.
he said he needs to smoke bt no money so he feels stress n anger surrounds him. yea..i understand hw he feels..he juz needs to cool down by sleeping mayb.
yest went to bishan active volunteer to b a grp marshal bt most organization can't speak EL, so they need ppl who cn speak chn. I n other malay students have no grps to lead so we juz stand at the corner waiting 4 instructions. After wait for half an hour, I decided to juz went hm w/o them realising. I felt fed up alrd, feel really regret taking part in this event. I have volunteer myself bt i do nthg. Waste of time..
Also my migraine hv came back again so i took taxi hm. I really can't endure the pain in my head. It's killing me..
Labels: still learning..HI!! at last i'm creating a blog..coz sum1 persuade me to create a blog..hees..
juz wan 2 try out..if in sec sch which was 4 years ago, i used to hv journal bks bt nw i'm using a blog.
i'm new here so i'm still learning..hidayu..pls guide me k=) tks
